Sarah Angelli has slayed a new Money Monster. Check out how she got rid of it when it didn’t want to die… then what she learned about her Money Honey on the other side.
Full Disclosure: Sarah is a former client, and I haven’t coached her in YEARS! This is what’s so thrilling for me: the work keeps happening without me… which is 100% my goal as a coach! Yay!
Check out Sarah’s story:
“I want to thank you again for the incredible work you put out into the world – I wanted to share with you an experience I had this evening –
I was noticing that money and I just were not in a good place – work has been feeling awful – like I’m trapped, husband making no money, overdue bills, not enough clients and the clients I have not the ones I want, projects falling apart – and just feeling bad.
So, I decided to go deeper with your work as it has been powerful always for me – I bought the book and listened to the bonus call today – which answered A LOT of questions that cleared the way to do some really powerful work.
I saw that there was a monster that was much bigger than money that was still very active in my life – I had very serious abuse as a child – all under the guise of “it’s for your own good – I’m doing this because I love you – even if it feels bad to you I’m trying to protect you” (my mother had severe mental illness)
I saw I needed to go to that place that was the most scary – the most painful – the most uncomfortable in order to really be free – the monster was actually a Nurse Ratched but nicer which was scarier (from One Flew Over Cuckoos Nest) and had me trapped in an asylum. The monster didn’t smell like anything which was really scary and did all these horrific terrifying things all under the guise of “you need this to get better – I’m doing this for your own good” and wore a very nice nurses uniform and white shoes and seemed so helpful – in an extremely caring, loving, nurturing, warm kind of energy – totally non-threatening and so loving – but then doing these horrifically awful things – like a sweet nun who does the most sadistic things and says “I’m doing this because I love you and it’s what you need sweetheart.” This was the monster I’ve been avoiding and the one whose been fucking with my life – this was exactly the way my mother was so it’s been the toughest one to see – but the monster was not my mother – that piece on family being a mouthpiece for the monster caused a huge breakthrough for me.
I imagined that I was now outside of that awful place and was wearing combat gear and blew up the asylum – I saw the money monster come out and turn into a little angelic looking child “How could you hurt little old me” and I saw through that and destroyed it and it kept changing forms – saying that I could never kill it.
And from that bonus call I got the ultimate missing piece – I made that decision to end it and I said “Okay – we’re done now. You’re fired. You’re not in my movie anymore- CUT! ” and suddenly it turned into this little powerless out of work actor and everything it kept saying that was threatening suddenly became hilarious – like a bad crazy actor who forgets they are still acting – so they just look pathetic – I couldn’t stop laughing – at that moment my neighbor came home who I often hear screaming at people on the phone and she sounds very scary – so I imagined I was her and said “off the set – right now – you’re done” And I lost every ounce of fear.
I really saw that if a money monster won’t die it’s because we haven’t made the decision in the gut for No More – and when that choice is really made it’s life changing – because the fight is gone – it’s truly is 100% taking that power back and the monster looses all power.
Then, it really was like my money honey has always been there – like those great action movies where the trouble is gone and the two going through all this trouble together look at each other and realize they are in love with each other -I felt this profound peace – and profound love – on levels I’ve never felt with previous alchemy sessions – and this sense of calm – the same calm I felt when I met my husband who I’m wildly in love with still after 12 years together – like “Oh there you are!” not a lot of fan fair but deep magic – the silence and peace of real depth and truth – and that call also helped me just to be with Money – without trying to do stuff –
The biggest thing I felt is connecting back to myself – as I’ve felt lately disassociated from myself and my power – I am looking forward to sharing with you more that unfolds but in a way all of those things don’t really matter because it really is the relationship.
The other piece I found about why it needs to be a lover – is that lovers are the only energy that can literally create new life – even if it’s not physical – it’s alchemical and any lover we have our lives are forever changed by the fact that this bond can create new life (even with LGBT as they can create a partnership that brings in new life thru adoption and surrogacy) And so I really felt alchemical that with my true money honey relationship an entirely new life is being created now – that’s completely different from the past one.
And as I’m writing this I realized I dreamt writing this email last night – AMAZING!
Thank you so much for your incredible courageous work –
By the way, less than 24 hours after Sarah sent me the letter below, she emailed me and wrote, “Oh, and I made $4000 today just doing everything Money Honey recommended I do.”
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