Creating a retreat in Bali seemed like a great idea. It seemed like such an easy, obvious thing to do.

It was such a shocking and transformative experience for me when I went in August… I wanted to share that experience… offer an opportunity to EMBODY the goddess.

And I had dreamed—for years—of leading spiritual goddess retreats around the world. And now I was finally doing it!

And yet it took me four months to actually buy my plane tickets.

And I tarried at booking my hotel room until the afternoon before my plane was scheduled to leave…

The night of my flight I had an anxiety attack.

I didn’t feel ready. My destination was too far. I felt very young and scared and like I’d get lost in transit, disappear in the vastness of the planet. Continue reading »

Miracles are a double edged sword: on on side you may get out of a jam, have a nice little reprieve from disaster, or get a really nice gift out of nowhere. The flip side you is you aren't any more powerful or in control of your life when miracles come from the outside. Praying for a financial miracle is like praying for continued helplessness. BE the miracle. Do what needs to be done. Continue reading »